Every time I hear a dark or ’emo’ song, I can’t help but to feel happy. I can feel the lyrics slip into my bones. It touches me. I can relate to those songs. They describe how I feel at some moments. It’s like they are singing it for me, and everything’s oke.
Sometimes I wish I had a singers voice. I would write the darkest shit alive. I would sing it all day long and I would be proud.
Radiohead’s song Creep get’s me. It’s like they put all my thoughts into one song. I want a perfect body. I want to have control. I want a perfect soul. I wish I was special.
I’m a true believer that art never comes from happiness. I got my tattoo when I was in a very bad place and it made me so much stronger. It’s weird though, It’s just some ink in my arm.
Sometimes I lay my life next to the life of a rock-star (without the money unfortunately) and they also thrive on the darkness. All the sex & drugs, It’s basically a very dark and lonely place. I feel the most powerful while having meaningless sex and abusing all kinds of drugs. I’m not addicted to drugs though. I’m only in my happy place once every 3 months.
Addicted to sex is another question, but I have honestly no answer to that at this point in my life.
Share any thoughts about the darkness bringing up the best in you?
Eat Sleep Fuck Repeat 
Creep is one of my all-time favorite songs. By the way, I’m enjoying your blog. You have a very strong, authentic-sounding voice. Very intriguing.
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Mine too, I just love it! Always gets me up when I’m feeling down. Thank you for saying that, i’m glad you enjoy my posts!
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