Most days, I won’t speak a single word
Everybody around me, always gets hurt
And still I find it hard, to tell them the truth
Probably cause I did nothing else in my youth
I got so addicted, to telling those lies
Slowly I got trapped, in my own paradise
I’m starting to believe the lies, there is no way out
Can’t even believe the shit that’s coming out of my mouth.
Now I’m trapped in this life, I created with lies
Every day that passes, the truth in me dies
But what will you do if the truth is too hard
Coming clean now will mean my world falls apart
Eat Sleep Fuck Repeat 
I feel a lot of transference with this post of yours. I think a lot of people go through the same things. Even small little stuff in your every day life. Like, oh this person told me I look good or there was traffic. It never ends. Don’t let it consume you and if you want to stop then just focus on the future.
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Also it was really really moving. More power to you and your expression through writing.
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Thank you believer. And yes,it starts with the little things! Before you know it it owns you and there is no way back
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Maybe there is a way back and you just got to do what’s best for yourself. Kind of like having a ” don’t give a fuck” personality. Move forward never backwards. Ofcourse this is all easier said than done 😉 I look forward to reading more of your awesome posts.
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I’ve been having a ‘don’t give a fuck’ attitude for my whole life now. I can tell you, thats not the best attitude to have haha.
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So YOUR a liar huh? LoL. Seems legit, I’ll take your word for it.
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Well that’s just clever. Well found mister
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